April 2009
1 post
HEY!
this is my new blog:
http://www.tumblr.com/new/text
new blog. new thoughts. better me :)
March 2009
10 posts
sometimes you just need to learn to give in and accept things for what they are.
Have you ever thought about the people you meet, or the situations that you are apart of in your life? Each situation, each person make up apart of you. Everything you do, each person you talk to builds and molds the person you are.
The past couple of days i have been thinking… a lot. never a good thing.
i always wonder what will happen in 2 years. to me, my best friend, my girlfriends, my...
February 2009
24 posts
i have 3 midterms next week: so naturally… i am procrastinating!!
blaah. you know how sometimes you just feel blah…
that’s how i have felt the past couple of days.
today i read this story for my english class that made me think a lot about the realtionships that i have in my life.
the name if the story was called beast in the jungle.
In this story a man and woman meet one summer in europe and become friends. The man has a huge secret that he told...
take care of yourself bb.
that’s what my friend nicole said to me tonight before she hugged me goodbye.
have you ever thought about what it truely means to take care of yourself?
when i was a freshman i had to take care of myself. in the sense that i had no friends, and i took care of myself by learning how to be alone.
last year i was introduced to the world of having friends. i love my...
Valentines Day is a good time to stop and appreciate all the incredible people and friends that I have in my life, that I love so dearly.
this blows.
i searched wikipedia for this one and it couldn’t help me :/
sometimes i feel slightly pathetic. i wonder what people think of me when they see me do things for certain people.
maybe:
“wow. that girl must be really pathetic that she makes all this stuff for people.”
OR
“wow. that girl needs to get a life.”
hmm… i don’t know.
sometimes i feel like...
my sister got engaged today.
i am on the verge of being fired.
my valentine talks to boys too.
a freshman asked me to go out with him on valentines day.
a kid i haven’t talked to in over 6 months said he wants to try our friendship again.
wtf is going on. am i apart of one of those television show where they prank you because i am hoping so badly right now a camera man jumps out at me...
“Finally you have found something perfect. Finally you have found yourself.” — Red Hot Chili Peppers
i miss my best friend today. :(
addiction.
wikipedia?
The term “addiction” is used in many contexts to describe an obsession, compulsion, or excessive physical dependence or psychological dependence.
Thanks.
i have always connected addiction to things like drugs, alcohol etc… substances that effect your being.
but lately i have wondered can you become addicted to other things? well. according to wikipedia...
change.
lets consult wikipedia:
Change can mean:
The process of becoming different
Thanks wikipedia.
when i think about it everyone changes. i have chaged so so so so so much. tonight i told my best friend that i didn’t like some of the changes he has made. that s not very nice :/
BUT when i said that i meant physical changes. mainly the spray tan :)
when you think about the amount of...
my BESTIE is a bitch.
i have a genetics quiz tomorrow and i’m having kind of a frustrating day.
:/
today just kinda sucks.
January 2009
13 posts
i had a really great day today.
:D
things change. people change. priorities change.
most of the time this is good for that person. but sometimes it really sucks for the people around them.
I wish so much that life were still this simple. BAAh this little girl is so cute!
according to wikipedia:
Rudeness (also called impudence or effrontery) is the disrespect and failure to behave within the context of a society or a group of people’s social laws or etiquette. These laws have already unspokenly been established as the essential boundaries of normally accepted behaviour. To be unable or unwilling to align one’s behaviour with these laws known to the...
so it is the second week of the semester and i am skipping class…
what can i say! i had a rough night.
i have realized something:
i am really sick of people. i have come to the realization that so many people don’t give a shit about others that it is just sickening. well ok not soo many people. only a couple :)
i have awesome friends and i have lost some awesome friends for really...
sooooo… wow.
that’s all i really have to say. i think that as every day passes i realize more and more about people that makes me really wonder sometimes.
wow. wow. wow.
i just sat in my bathtub for an hour while the shower ran on my head.
i. need. to. stop.
i have reached a turning point in my life, i need to make changes now.
last night i got so drunk that i don’t remember 3/4th of the evening… that’s not good. i can’t do this/ that anymore. i get hurt and hurt other people way to much when i do that. i need to face my problems as the...
December 2008
2 posts
I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved, The rest is up to them. I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back, And it’s not the end of the world. I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I’ve learned that it’s not...
regret.
you know how sometimes you do something and when you wake up the morning you are laying in bed thinking to yourself… “what did i get myself into?”
I think that everyone has these moments.
the definition of regret in websters dictionary is: a feeling of sorrow or remorse for a fault, act, loss, disappointment, etc.
i think that according to this definition i face some...